Tuesday, November 23, 2004
+ TwiSted +
HarD as I've tried to leave the old me behind
Yet hard as it tries now to bring myself back...
The old emotional me...
A twist in a movie is wonderful...
A twist in my life is juz twisted... =P
Crazy things I always dare not do but alot I've done these days....
MAybe it's the middle month crisis...
so many crazy decisions I've made and I know the craziest is yet to come...
Crazy decisions I may haf made but regrets are only words you can see on this blog... not to be found anywhere near me, in my mind or my heart....
Forgotten abt the past??
Yes I haf put it behind... but i realise that with my memories that i left behind are my emotions and feelings....
all are left in the unknown world... to make sure i will not be sad... i sacrifice happiness....
To dig it all out i may find sadness but hopefully the happiness comes back as well... in a manner louder n more beautiful than before....
My trust in no one (esp myself) makes me mechanical... feels like Terminator 2004 =P
Filled with logics n reasonings... just like a scientist....
life WAS peaCefUL w/o sadneSS..... or happiness....
Vitamint_D @ 3:45 PM
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